what makes me so special?
for the first time, ask it.
dangling on the brink of unemployment and i am still at peace with my soul. i resigned from a job that fed me in many ways but, ultimately asked for the contortions of my integrity. and, i said no.
i sleep at night.
i do. but, i wake early, a little twisted in the sheets about what is next.
nothing less than the best. aim high. shoot for the stars.
that's what my grandma told me yesterday.
that i am talented enough to do anything i want to do.
it mattered so much that she said that to me.
has it been said before? or is this the first time i'm hearing it?
it mattered so much to hear it.
so, before i rush to fill in the gap, color in the spaces...i pause.
what is this world needing from me? what am i here to offer?
it is time NOW for me to fully come forward with my gifts and talents.
no more playing small.
no more survival games.
no more settling " for now".
NOW is NOW.
what am i here to do?
what makes me so special, indeed?
tonight.
let me dream it. see it. feel it in my body.
when i wake, may i live it.
the next step...alive with joy, abundance, truth, meaning.
the next step...me fully in my light and power and love.
me....bringing it!
