suddenly I had the feeling that he might have had in that moment when he had to have realized that life was over as he knew it and that every last everything that had to do with that body, that mind, that voice, that name, that life, that heart, that soul was dissolving in a mandatory surrender. how frightened he must have felt. how frightened I felt to imagine it. to anticipate it.
and so, knowing this moment comes for me someday, what shall I do to prepare? can I surrender now to the impermanence, the transience of this dream of a life? this short blink of this name I'm called, this love I feel, this fear.....leaves for a season and in a season, gone.
grief comes galloping in. for him. for me. for all this passing beauty.
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