11 october 2010.

dad passed away last night around 10 pm or so.

I'm on my way to Florida in a few minutes; driving with mom and mickey.

I don't want to go.

That's what my body says.

I'm afraid.

I want the comforts of home.

I want to sleep curled up with Ursa and Luna and

just have everything feel normal and easy.

I'm sad.

I'm afraid.

I suppose those are normal things to feel at a time like this.